Com o estou reativando tambem alguns escritos que nao haviam sido divulgados, vai esse aih do ano passado. Faz parte do meu "diario na India", lugar onde aprendi muito mas tambem sofri pra caramba. VIda nada facil lah minha gente... ausencia de tudo, constantemente... mais details em outros posts.
Vou mostar nao soh o lado sucks da India, vou SIM mostrar o lado bom tambem... para ferias - of course!
03 de setembro
Never there
I haven't been much inspired to write these last weeks. Things were a bit messy and hectic.
Anyhow, I have this song stuck in my head since last week and better do something about it!
Never there... how many times we are not "there" or the ones we want to be there is not there? It's either a friend, a parent, a lover - it doesn't matter who. All it matters is that sometimes we are not there for somebody and other times it is quite the opposite. Someone is not there for us when we need. Or not only when we need, but maybe this someone is never there all the time.
Some people are too busy being "there" in their own lifes that they forget sharing. Their load is much more important than anything else and they might hear you, but theyr are nit listening to you. You talk and it feels you are talking to the walls. They don't see you either because all they are able to see is their own refelction in the mirror, just like Narciso. Sad thing is they don't even notice they're only seeing themselves.
And... in their own little world they think they are right, just because the world should spin only around themselves... isn't that obvious? You... mere mortals didn't know it??? Well - I feel so sorry for them. They appear to be strong and in control but they are not. They think they are smart and better than anyone and they are not. And we... mere mortals, if we try to tell them they are not always right... we will get in trouble. They have the stupid ability to make you feel not right. Just don't be fooled - you might be right and they are not.
One day they will wake up from their own dellusional life and when it happens it is better for you not to be near, you might end up laughing out loud so hard!! You will not be able to control yourself and poor Narcisos will be sadder. You are a good person, try no too laugh too much ;-)
Now... if you are one of those who is never there - there's always time to change. Sometimes being not there is not your intention, so you are forgiven.
But watch yourself and the way you act towards others. Think about it. Feel it.
Sometimes all we need is to lend a hand, sometimes all we need is to borrow one...
Never There - by Cake
I need your arms around me,
I need to feel your touch,
I need your understanding, I need your love,
So much,
You tell me that you love me so,
You tell me that you care,
But when I need you, (BABY)
Baby, (You're never there),
On the phone,
Long long distance,
Always through such,
Strong resistance,
When first you say,
You're too busy,
I wonder if you,
Even miss me,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there,
A golden bird that flies away,
A candle's fickle flame,
To think I held you yesterday,
Your love was just a game,
A golden bird that flies away,
A candle's fickle flame,
To think I held you yesterday,
Your love was just a game,
You tell me that you love me so,
You tell me that you care,
But when I need you, (BABY)
Baby,
Take the time,
To get to know me,
If you want me,
Why can't you just show me,
We're always on,
This roller coaster,
If you want me,
Why can't you get closer,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there,
Never there,
You're never there,
You're never, ever,
Ever ever there
